I am getting nervous and I am getting frustrated.
I feel like I’m in middle school studying algebra with my father again. I just want to get it right and I get so angry when I don’t. SO angry that it creates a domino effect and I end up with only three correct problems and a fistful of my own hair.
How am I going to fix this? Can I get it right by test day? It’s not like I don’t understand. Again…I have to undo a lifetime of doing thinks quickly and haphazardly.
I’ve been vacillating about pushing the GRE back. I just need it to be over with! Not because I don’t want to deal with it anymore, but –for those of you who don’t know– I won a scholarship in July and I can’t use any of the money for school until I am accepted into an actual graduate program. I need to take this GRE and get into grad school before I can no longer claim that money.
The questions is…If I take the GRE on Monday, will I get into grad school?